Monday, October 15, 2012

SURGERY.... Yuck! I just wish I could switch with Xander so he didnt have to go without food all night long and no breakfast in the morning and then get taken in and handed to strangers while hungry and tired to go have surgery. I know its not as big a deal as I make it out to be and I know for sure that they are kind and capable hands that I am leaving him in but it just doesnt sit well with me. Oh well I guess its just a learning experience for me and it will be good. Just cant see it yet.
Well we are all moved in to our place and the only boxes that arent unpacked are my books because they dont have a space anymore since my food storage took over yet another shelf. Oh well, prioritize right?
well another day has passed and I just love my life so much. my earlier melt down is all I have had cause to worry about or stress about in the last little while and for that I am so grateful. I am so lucky to have such wonderful family on both sides and such great friends.

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

IM BACK!  So it has now been over a year since I have posted in my blog and I am going to be better. So many things have happened in this last year. My wonderful little family moved to a different house and we love it. We had some friends that just left for a a mission and we get the opportunity to watch their home for them. It helps us and them out a ton because it allowed for Jim to go back to school and I can still stay at home with my beautiful little son.
Speaking of my son, Xander turned a year old and I am still trying to comprehend that I now have a one year old. He is so smart and talented for a little man. Picking up on alot of words already, running and climbing up everything. I had the happiest moment of my life yet when I got to watch my husband and my son play hide and seek for the first time every. Nothing melts a heart more then when a baby sincerely is laughing because he thinks something is hilarious. He loves his daddy so much to and I don't think in the history of fathers on this earth that one has loved a child more then Jim loves Xander. I'm so proud!
We also got celebrate lots of firsts with Xander this last year, we had a first Halloween. It was pretty fun because we got to dress up and all match. Xander was the Cheshire Cat and Jim and I defiantly rocked the tweetle dee and tweetle dum costumes.  Another first was Christmas. That was so wonderful! He was only three months old at the time so he didnt really get excited much about it but I sure did. Im more excited for this coming Christmas because now he really likes to rip into things so this should be great memory!
So many other things have happened in the last year but I am going to leave with what I have said and just promise to do better. Life is so wonderful! It truly does bring new things with every day just like a box of chocolates brings new flavors with every bit!